15th
my horrible tendency to fall for risky.
Well. Now that my heart has been almost completely vaporized, leaving a still, silent void of sadness in its place, I feel it is only appropriate I visit this little space of interweb again. I’m still hurtin’ a bit, it’s just more of a big knot of whathaveyou taking up my insides. I can still be brought to tears in the flick of a wrist, but I’m moving on with things. You start to see more clearly once the clouds lift from your eyes, and although we had something really great, we obviously didn’t because it wasn’t worth hanging on to for one of us, meaning… it’s time to move on. Which is good for both of us. We both deserve it. Deserve someone who is good for each of us. And we will make those people inexplicably happy, and they will make us inexplicably happy, and that one feeling that you get will come back again. And kissing through smiles will come back. And the smiling for no reason at all will come back. And having that feeling when they’re sleeping next to you and everything is good and nice and warm will come back. And there will be new experiences and adventures. And all things past will dissolve. And you’ll be on top of the world again. And so, so happy.
Mmm… such a vicious cycle. Love: the ultimate game and the meaning of life itself.
Love.
